Well, thought I'd give a quick update on Jaelyn's first day of daycare.
I ended up dropping Jaelyn off this morning. It is right on my way to work and it just makes sense for me to do it. Plus, I need to get used to dropping her off each day. Might as well start the first day!
Our day care lady was ready and waiting, excited to have Jaelyn today. She's the only kiddo in day care this week! Katy took Jaelyn once I got her unpacked and we chatted for a few moments about the day and any updates. As we talked, I realized my voice was starting to crack as I thought about leaving. I decided to give one last kiss and get out of there before I broke down completely. I was able to hold it together until I got to the car, then the tears started. I was so sad to leave her in someone else's arms.
The morning went fine for me, but I kept thinking of Jaelyn and was easily distracted. I called Katy at noon to see how the morning went. Mistake. Jaelyn realized after about 20 minutes that I was no longer there and started crying. It sounded like she had either been sleeping (about an hour) or crying most of the morning. That just broke my heart. If I thought I was distracted in the morning, that was NOTHING compared to the total lack of focus in the afternoon.
As soon as that clock read 3:30, I bolted and headed to pick up Jaelyn. She was smiling when I arrived, which I was thankful for. She woke up from a nap early afternoon and was much happier the rest of the day. They went for a walk and played in the grass, and Jaelyn loved it all. It's going to take some time for Jaelyn to get used to Katy and the new surroundings.
I know she was in good hands, I just hope tomorrow is easier on both of us.
3 comments:
My Dear this is just one of the bitter piles we must take when we are a loving cnd caring parent. Take it from me it eill get easier.
HANG IN THERE
Know that you BOTH are loved beyond imagine and are being covered in prayer. Who knows better the pain of "leaving a child behind" then our Heavening Father? And what a blessing that Jaelyn doesn't have to share with anyone all week! He will see you through it all...He promises. Love you!
Hi Angela-
Reading your story reminds me of the pain of leaving Madeline my first times. I cried every evening I worked for at least two months...but then one day it just got easier. And eventually I stopped crying, but you never stop missing them. Trust me, it will get better soon- just keep loving that sweet girl with all you got!
Sarah
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